Pull me out from inside.

1. Did something you said you would never do.
2. Payed for someone who said they would pay you back but never did.
3. Lied about where you were.
4. Discovered a new musician.
5. Made something for a friend.
6. Got a new phone.
7. Got a new iPod/Zune/Mp3 player.
8. Watched three or more episodes of Saturday Night Live.
9. Made fun of someone.
10. Created a tumblr.
11. Flew on a plane for the first time.
12. Spoke in front of 15 people or more.
13. Met someone in real life that you originally met online.
14. Done something illegal.
15. Did your siblings chores for money.
16. Stayed up all night thinking about the worst thing that could possibly happen to later find out that you worried for nothing.
17. Hurt somebody you didn’t mean to hurt.
18. Hugged your mom or dad.
19. Baked a cake.
20. Made a new friend.
21. Lost an old friend.
22. Changed your views on society.
23. Laughed at something that wasn’t funny.
24. Got upset over something that wasn’t a big deal.
25. Had a horrible birthday.
26. Got a facebook.
27. Deleted your myspace.
28. Cried because you missed old times.
29. Cleaned your room.
30. Have a new found appreciation for someone you never expected to.
31. Told someone you love them.
32. Told someone you hate them.
33. Screwed something up but didn’t mean to.
34. Received a gift.
35. Gave a gift.
36. Read a book that wasn’t for school.
37. Ate a lollipop.
38. Threw away something by accident.
39. Smoked a cigarette.
40. Ran a mile.
41. Switched schools.
42. Aced a test.
43. Wished you were in the past.
44. Got scared about the future.
45. Got yelled at by your parents
46. Lost a family member.
47. Saw an old friend.
48. Went to church/synagogue.
49. Hugged a stuffed animal.
50. Said you’re going to make next year better.

A is for age: seventeen

B is for booze of choice: wine

C is for career: idk. currently: art student~

D is for your last dentist appointment: view months ago for a reg check up

E is for essential items you use everyday: idk soap and stuff

F is for favorite song at the moment: idk

G is for favorite games: sims or tony hawks

H is for hometown: London

I is for instruments you play: dont really

J is for Jam flavor on your PBJ: cherry

K is for kids you last saw: idk

L is for last kiss: cant recall, it was a very long time ago

M is for fondest memory: ah i dont know, i have alot.

N is for name of your crush: alex

O is for overnight hospital stays: alot when i was very ill as a young child

P is for phobias: maggots

Q is for favorite Quote:

R is for biggest regrets: i try not to regret things

S is for status: Single

T is for time you wake up:7:30am

U is for underwear type: idk regular?

V is for vegetable you love: spinach

W is for worst habit: lol idk alot

X is for x-rays you’ve had: alot

Y is for yummy food you make: i dont know how to cook

Z is for last Zoo visited: london zoo obvs

The thing about people is the way we co exist. We live out our lives at parralels and right angles and all that other shit. The way our lives bounce and spark off one anothers without anyone really realising. The way some one could come back into our lives at the most perfect time or the worst. The way your life could keep bringing you back to this one person whether it’s someone you already know or someone you are yet to even meet. Life has a funny way of suprising you and sometimes, an even funnier way of doing exactly what you expected it to do. And really, there is no masterplan at all.

lets play this game called when you catch fire.

i wouldnt piss to put you out

stop burning bridges and drive off of them

so i can forget about you.

’ I’m You’re not the person you I left behind anymore. There’s no one here to miss.’

http://pleasefindthis.blogspot.com/

i can’t fucking believe i cried over you. i wont be charmed by your bullshit anymore

p. s.

and so it begins

the trap of the curtain

the blanket that smothers

it won’t hold you down

not now and not yet

but the ending…

the ending, is different

to how you planned it

to how you first

begun.