Pull me out from inside.

‘The only reason I hate you now is because I loved you...

Fri, 17 Apr 2009 19:23:00 -0400

‘The only reason I hate you now is because I loved you then. ‘

pleasefindthis.blogspot.com

A is for age: seventeen B is for booze of choice: wine C is for career: idk. currently: art...

Mon, 30 Mar 2009 12:42:26 -0400

A is for age: seventeen

B is for booze of choice: wine

C is for career: idk. currently: art student~

D is for your last dentist appointment: view months ago for a reg check up

E is for essential items you use everyday: idk soap and stuff

F is for favorite song at the moment: idk

G is for favorite games: sims or tony hawks

H is for hometown: London

I is for instruments you play: dont really

J is for Jam flavor on your PBJ: cherry

K is for kids you last saw: idk

L is for last kiss: cant recall, it was a very long time ago

M is for fondest memory: ah i dont know, i have alot.

N is for name of your crush: alex

O is for overnight hospital stays: alot when i was very ill as a young child

P is for phobias: maggots

Q is for favorite Quote:

R is for biggest regrets: i try not to regret things

S is for status: Single

T is for time you wake up:7:30am

U is for underwear type: idk regular?

V is for vegetable you love: spinach

W is for worst habit: lol idk alot

X is for x-rays you’ve had: alot

Y is for yummy food you make: i dont know how to cook

Z is for last Zoo visited: london zoo obvs

The thing about people is the way we co exist. We live out our lives at parralels and right...

Tue, 17 Mar 2009 17:28:13 -0400

The thing about people is the way we co exist. We live out our lives at parralels and right angles and all that other shit. The way our lives bounce and spark off one anothers without anyone really realising. The way some one could come back into our lives at the most perfect time or the worst. The way your life could keep bringing you back to this one person whether it’s someone you already know or someone you are yet to even meet. Life has a funny way of suprising you and sometimes, an even funnier way of doing exactly what you expected it to do. And really, there is no masterplan at all.

lets play this game called when you catch fire. i wouldnt piss to put you out stop burning bridges...

Mon, 16 Mar 2009 14:31:00 -0400

lets play this game called when you catch fire.

i wouldnt piss to put you out

stop burning bridges and drive off of them

so i can forget about you.

i’ve been thinking about how im never gonna mean that much...

Sun, 22 Feb 2009 10:59:00 -0500

i’ve been thinking about how im never gonna mean that much to you again.

Photo

Thu, 19 Feb 2009 17:18:48 -0500

’ I’m You’re not the person you I left behind anymore. There’s no one here...

Sat, 10 Jan 2009 12:48:18 -0500

’ ~~I’m~~ You’re not the person ~~you~~ I left behind anymore. There’s no one here to miss.’

http://pleasefindthis.blogspot.com/

i can’t fucking believe i cried over you. i wont be charmed by your bullshit anymore

Sun, 14 Dec 2008 09:53:00 -0500

i can’t fucking believe i cried over you. i wont be charmed by your bullshit anymore

p. s.

Sun, 02 Nov 2008 16:58:06 -0500

and so it begins

the trap of the curtain

the blanket that smothers

it won’t hold you down

not now and not yet

but the ending…

the ending, is different

to how you planned it

to how you first

begun.

omg ded.

Sun, 26 Oct 2008 08:31:53 -0400

“So i was fucking this guy in the ass, when all of the sudden he grabbed my balls and i was like ‘What the hell?! I’m not gay!’”

http://www.birkoph.com/Wolf_tshirt.htm from here. feel free to read the other comments and die from laughing. idek.

i can not cope.

Sun, 19 Oct 2008 17:37:17 -0400

i can not cope.

I don’t know what I want anymore.

Wed, 01 Oct 2008 14:44:53 -0400

I don’t know what I want anymore.

All these messages I can’t bring myself to send. Just to simply say, I miss you and I regret...

Tue, 30 Sep 2008 16:29:45 -0400

All these messages I can’t bring myself to send. Just to simply say, I miss you and I regret that I threw away what we could of had.

future body modification plans. stretch septum to 14g. belly button piercing. industrial dermal...

Thu, 25 Sep 2008 18:12:17 -0400

future body modification plans.

stretch septum to 14g.

belly button piercing.

industrial

dermal anchor?

Anyway it’s the weekend soon. Doing my art btec course has made me realize i prefer textiles and photography. Being made to draw and paint on a strict deadline is making me hate it. I don’t know. I have such a love/hate relationship with art, right now.

Sometimes this is not enough. I want to walk out my door, turn left and be in new york. I want to...

Sat, 20 Sep 2008 06:51:51 -0400

Sometimes this is not enough. I want to walk out my door, turn left and be in new york. I want to find someone new. Cause I still don’t fit anywhere. I’m sorry I’m not indie enough. Or that I don’t fit into a nice little group. That I don’t look how is expected. And I’m sorry I don’t care enough. I know I wear ridiculous things and you think I care. I don’t and I’m sorrry if you thought I would find my thing and dress like that everyday and listen to that music everday because I didn’t and I don’t see why I need to. Too many ands. I don’t care, I’m not trying to be perfect. But sometimes I really wish I was. Whats the point though, I can’t please everyone. I’ll never be popular and I will never fit. How ever nice I am and how hard I try to please. I give up. I’m pretty sick of caring.

I never post anymore apparently. well there isn’t much to say.

Thu, 18 Sep 2008 15:04:18 -0400

I never post anymore apparently. well there isn’t much to say.

sometimes i think countries are too far apart. ‘wish you were closer <33’ ‘m2...

Sun, 07 Sep 2008 10:13:00 -0400

sometimes i think countries are too far apart.

‘wish you were closer <33’

‘m2 m2 :( <3’

a 'love' poem of sorts.

Mon, 01 Sep 2008 14:24:31 -0400

You are unaware of my sincerity,

And weak responses; rephrasing

My feelings, give me no knowledge.

Yet I am writing you a poem,

With words that are too long

And take too much time,

To simply just state:

I want to be with you.

vision of tokyo: ALSO

Sun, 31 Aug 2008 15:55:45 -0400

[20:48] vision of tokyo: ALSO
[20:48] vision of tokyo: I LIKE BRENDON'S HAIR
[20:48] beczor: LOL WHAT. HOW IT IS NOW. WITH THE SHORT BANGS.
[20:48] beczor: ?
[20:48] vision of tokyo: YES
[20:49] beczor: BUT HE HAS A BIG FOREHEAD
[20:49] vision of tokyo: SO?
[20:49] beczor: LOL
[20:49] beczor: OMG ARE YOU JUST DISAGREEING WITH ME TO ANNOY ME
[20:50] vision of tokyo: NO
[20:50] vision of tokyo: ;_;
[20:50] beczor: LOL OKAY THEN
[20:50] beczor: either way its the fact it looks like he did it himself
[20:50] beczor: its not even well done okay
[20:50] vision of tokyo: TRUE
[20:50] beczor: lol
[20:51] beczor: but really idgaf cause his face is amazing he doesnt even need hair
[20:51] beczor: like
[20:51] beczor: if he was bald
[20:51] vision of tokyo: AHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAH
[20:51] beczor: i would still tap that
[20:51] vision of tokyo: NO
[20:51] vision of tokyo: NO
[20:51] vision of tokyo: NO

*

Tue, 26 Aug 2008 15:45:00 -0400

She’s black endeavours

And London’s worst weather.

I guess it’s always better

With smoke in your lungs

And a crack in your moan.

She’s bare skin Fridays

And the slip slip slide

Of forced intimacies.

I guess it’s best to smile,

There’s nothing to do for a while.